I have too much free time in the shower. I start reading the body wash bottle label. ''The entire Caprina family products are made using fresh goat's milk that we collect from local goat farmers''. Sometimes I fantasize about certain food and drinks a cold beer that is waiting for you like a loyal friend just to be consumed at the end of the day a Coke bravely resisting the cold temperatures of the fridge or even a hot plate of meat dumplings delivered from a nearby restaurant I intentionally delay the consumption process to make the fireball of desire even bigger I let my imagination wander and penetrate into the fabric of meat dumplings I smell the fresh dough and melting butter the boulder of desire eventually explodes I feel a bit guilty probably due to overconsumption guilt passes though shortly after
